EXPERIMENTAL PHASE

Oh, what a funny topic. Funny, but not in negative way, than positive.
Because, for the first time, i don't know what to write about... A girl, full of inspiration in every single moment, now is left completely.. mute.
I'm sorry, but I didn't have any experimental phase in my life.
Drugs? - Thanks, but no thanks. I've seen a bunch of people who got addicted, I've seen their parents's disappointed faces when they found out that they have a son (or a daughter) whose nick-name is "junkie", I was a witness of brightness of their life before taking drugs, and of darkness during addiction... So, I'm totaly against it.
Fortunately, it's good sometimes when we learn on other people's mistakes, not on our owns.

Alcohol? - Depends on situation... However, I'm not keen on being drunk... I'm not an exception, I also got drunk... And after that I decided never again to drink alcohol in huge amounts.
A glass of wine (red one of course) - yes.
A bottle of beer - yes.
Litres of wine, beer, or whatever - no.
But, it's not my life-phase. I thought like that 5 years ago, I think it also now.
Sorry, but no phase found.

Cigarettes? - I can't say anything against it, because I smoke... And I really don't know what to say about it. Yes, smoking is bad (not because our parents told us so, but there are various prooved reasons), I know that, I even tried to stop smoking... But actually, it didn't work.
I think the main reason for that was because I wasn't enough determined.
I started smoking at the age of 18, when my High-school ended. During High-school, I was the only anti-smoker, and paradoxally, I started to smoke a month after ending it.
One day, when I quit smoking ( I hope I will... In fact I'm sure I will :-)), I'll write about it like an experimental phase of my life.
Now, that is not it, because I'm still smoking.

And, what to write now? Among all my essays, this is going to be the shortest. Because, I can not think on any thing that I used to do, but now I'm not doing it.
It seems that I start with, I never end with it.

Sad, but true... :-)